“i need a cigarette and a long cry about everything”
Not being able to tell you how much you are loved is eating me up inside out.
Directly feeling your lack of reciprocation even without the declaration is even worse
“And how odd it is
to be haunted by someone
that is still alive.”
—I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)
“Vulnerable and naked, she stood unaffected by everything. How could she? How did she? Was it mere ignorance that carried her through, or did she know the voice of that bird far off in lost lands? I couldn’t know. I could never know. My heart sank.”
—Diamond Kathleen, Aphrodite (via thewine-darksea)
Is there a word for someone who collects notebooks but doesn’t even use it? Yeah. ME.
maybe, i just wanna be messed up just like everyone else
maybe, i am becoming too adventurous and risky
maybe, i am lost
lost in words, lost in you
you’re the kind of maybe I don’t want to let go